When your greatest enemy is your own sister, can you save a nation without losing your soul? Miranda must find a way to break the theocratic Fellowship's iron grip on 1965 America while protecting her real identity. But Miranda wants more than the end of the Fellowship-she wants justice for the deaths of her first love and her beloved mentor. Her sister Irene uses deception, threats, and the Angels of Death behind the scenes to regain her status as wife of the Fellowship's Prophet. If she succeeds, her leadership will eclipse all previous cruelties. The nation will bleed under her reign. Miranda is obsessed with stopping Irene, but after months of searching, she's no closer and the people she cares about are in danger. Her obsession grows more desperate. Desperate enough to abandon her principles and resort to injuring a Fellowship Youth. A choice that seems necessary. A choice that takes away a piece of her humanity. A life-altering choice. And When I Wake is a searing exploration of whether the fight for justice and for freedom can coexist when everything you love has been taken from you. If you love freedom-from-tyranny stories with morally complex female leads, high emotional stakes, and stories that refuse easy answers, you won't want to miss And When I Wake, the epic conclusion to Lynette M. Burrows' The Fellowship Dystopia Series.